JUNIOR
What an idiot what an idiot what an idiot what do I do what do I do what am I doing jumping without thinking and now look at me where's Irina where's Irina I can't see her what just happened is she okay there's no way I can save her I can't even see her I am going to die NO I'M NOT keep it cool keep it cool look at the earth below what can I see anything moving anything at all no I can't there's just no way what about the sky I jumped after her there's not gonna be anything in the sky above me well let's just check you never know THE SUN don't look straight at the sun for god's sake I almost went blind but she's not above where can she be is she still alive I have to find her where is she where is she she's gotta be below me but where I've looked already what's that glint is that a strobe light at this altitude the highest disco in the world don't be stupid it can't be a strobe light THAT'S IRINA gotta get closer gotta get closer closer how do I get closer focus focus focus remember the training move your hands a little yeah that's right that's right don't overdo it slow and steady the fall is long and you still have plenty of time don't panic and focus getting closer is she spinning yeah she's spinning oh my god that can't be good what has happened she must be passed out look at her arms look at her legs she has no control she's just falling to her death getting closer I need to grab her how do I grab her she's spinning so fast getting closer I'm gonna catch her getting closer I'm gonna miss her GOT HER no no no no no no NOOO I can't hold on I can't hold on earth sky earth sky earth sky now I'm tumbling too earth sky earth sky what am I going to do focus focus get back into position get back control I can do it I can do it I must do it mom is not gonna believe it when I tell her what happened why would I tell her that's stupid well there's nothing she can do about it that's not fair she would be worried sick if she knew she would be proud I hope let's forget about that and focus focus get back control get both of us on the ground earth sky I'm slowing down it's working it's working just a little more my head is spinning where is up where is down I can't see anything it's all dark in front of me I'm not spinning anymore that's the ground oh thank god that's the ground oh god it's coming closer where's Irina please please please let me find Irina we're running out of time the air is getting thicker I can feel it in my ears I can feel it in my chest it's so heavy there's that glint again it's slower than it was getting closer I need to grab her this time no other chance no other chance we're both slower she's not spinning so much anymore I can do it getting closer I can do it getting closer slow down a bit more gotta be gentle gotta grab her this time GOT HER this time I GOT HER I cannot believe it I cannot believe it gotta bring her closer I'm not letting go wrap my legs around her I'm not letting go this time what happened to her she's got her eyes closed she's unconscious just as I thought what's her oxygen level gotta check it's on her left arm where's right where's left I can't remember there's the gauge down there I can't see it gotta let loose just for a second I've gotta let loose to bring her arm up I've gotta let loose but I won't let go okay slow and steady now be careful be very careful an inch at a time until I can read the meter if there's a leak she's gone please don't let there be a leak just a couple more inches don't let there be a leak there's the meter I can't read it almost there there it is IT'S FULL thank god she's got oxygen so what's wrong what is wrong check the valve remember the valve on the side of her neck turn it clockwise to let the oxygen flow IT'S STUCK oh god it's stuck let's try the other way IT'S STUCK TOO what do I do focus focus focus focus let's try again it's stuck it's stuck hang on a second which way should I turn is it clockwise or the opposite try to remember remember the training IT'S THE OPPOSITE it's counterclockwise gotta do it harder harder oh yes it's finally come undone open it up open it up let the oxygen flow please Irina breathe breathe the air in you're gonna be fine as long as you just breathe open your eyes now let me know you're okay breathe and open your eyes oh my isn't the world gorgeous look at that look at the colors of the sunset so pretty so so pretty FOCUS I've gotta focus I'm gonna have to open the parachute very soon we don't have a lot of time now please wake up has she just moved an eyelid could it be she's coming to c'mon just a little more breathe the oxygen oxygen is good for you you can do it open your eyes open them quickly this is no fun THERE THEY ARE amazing eyes so beautiful don't be scared don't look around look at me focus on me are you ready I gonna open your chute are you ready I hope you're ready because I'm gonna do it we don't have time anymore DONE godspeed Irina earth sky earth sky earth sky here I go tumbling again I can't see Irina anymore she should be all right she should be all right time to open my chute WHOOOOAAAA what a kick my head is spinning spinning spinning it's so cold so so cold.....
