WEEK 15
I always knew getting on the starship wasn't something I could do on my own. Since the first day.
But what I didn't know, what I was never trained to do, was how to get everyone together.
I thought I had to find allies, and then fight against everyone else to win a spot, but I was wrong.
There are no enemies.
We are our own enemies.
We refuse to work together and if we continue like this, nobody will get on the starship I'm afraid...
I keep trying to convince the rest that we have to find compromise, that we have to find solutions to the problems we were given, but they won't listen to me.
Why would they after all?
But I was the one who was almost killed!!
They are hoping I did die...
They think I'm always scheming, trying to stab them in the back.
Of course they were right, BUT I HAVE CHANGED!! I KNOW BETTER NOW!!
Mekdem keeps arguing against me, even when HE KNOWS he is wrong.
Not everyone is like that, I must admit. Paaye, once again, has shown he knows what he's doing. He does not like me, but at least he is reasonable, and so is Kumiko... At least they understand we have to complete this test and move on...
But another week passed and we are no closer to a solution to the ethical problems we were given. We still don't agree on so many things...
The clones haven't said anything. They are watching us to see what we'll do next.
Irina
